oof

a little down tonight. didn't think i'd be making these big decisions for at least another three to five years and i'm not quite sure i'm able.

they should have a class on balancing life as a working woman when you're in college. or rather, how to decide what's most important to you. or no, really, what to prioritize when....so you know what to accept, and what to wait on. no one ever tells you you're going to have to choose between a bunch of things super important to you...and i don't know how to do it. so that's where i am this week.

also, as i see people grow up....i'm sad to see the innocence disappear. i'm so worried for them when they're innocent and naive...and then i see it change without knowing the reasons.....but assuming it's tied to something they learned the hard way. and i wish i could've protected them from this world just a little bit longer.

maybe i think too much.

i assembled my dress form tonight. pretty excited to start the dress making.
anyway, it's late.
love,
-r